Today was rough. Bureaucracy was in full bloom. Everywhere I went, there it was. "They" took my mentor away and assigned a new one-- as if I can just build a relationship like that. It was especially ironic after having gone to multiple workshops on the importance of relationship in teaching.
And, my principal sprung an observation on me by Friday, which is just a lot of extra paperwork and two extra meetings the week report card grades are due. I think I'm going to tell her I'll do it Tuesday of next week. And, I've decided to start running in the morning-- 5am. I figure that the perfect week to start doesn't exist. The weather is nice. So that's something. I'll just go to bed early tomorrow to make up for the change in wake-up time. It's only a 40 minute difference. It shouldn't be that hard, right? Since it's getting dark at night, it'll be safer to run in the morning because traffic is lighter.
My relationships are all out of whack, and I guess that would put me to blame. But, I swear there's something more to it. Life is just really heavy and sticky right now.
I did email a contact to help me start looking for jobs for next year. So, that worry is a little lighter.
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